IV. Job’s Concluding Soliloquy (29:1-31:40)
Job Recalls His Former Condition29:1 Then Job continued
29:2 “O that I could be
in the months now gone,
in the days
29:3 when
to shine upon my head,
and by his light
I walked
29:4 just as I was in my most productive time,
when God’s intimate friendship
29:5 when the Almighty
and my children were
29:6 when my steps
and the rock poured out for me streams of olive oil!
29:7 When I went out to the city gate
and secured my seat in the public square,
29:8 the young men would see me and step aside,
and the old men would get up and remain standing;
29:9 the chief men refrained from talking
and covered their mouths with their hands;
29:10 the voices of the nobles fell silent,
and their tongues stuck to the roof of their mouths.
29:11 “As soon as the ear heard these things,
and when the eye saw them, it bore witness to me,
29:12 for I rescued the poor who cried out for help,
and the orphan who
29:13 the blessing of the dying man descended on me,
and I made the widow’s heart rejoice;
29:14 I put on righteousness and it clothed me,
my just dealing
29:15 I was eyes for the blind
and feet for the lame;
29:16 I was a father
and I investigated the case of the person I did not know;
29:17 I broke the fangs
and made him drop
29:18 “Then I thought, ‘I will die in my own home,
my days as numerous as the grains of sand.
29:19 My roots reach the water,
and the dew lies on my branches all night long.
29:20 My glory
and my bow ever new in my hand.’
29:21 “People
they kept silent for my advice.
29:22 After I had spoken, they did not respond;
my words fell on them drop by drop.
29:23 They waited for me as people wait
and they opened their mouths
as for
29:24 If I smiled at them, they hardly believed it;
and they did not cause the light of my face to darken.
29:25 I chose
and sat as their chief;
I lived like a king among his troops;
I was like one who comforts mourners.
30:1 “But now they mock me, those who are younger
whose fathers I disdained too much
to put with my sheep dogs.
30:2 Moreover, the strength of their
what use was it to me?
Men whose strength
30:3 gaunt
they would gnaw
in former time desolate and waste.
30:4 By the brush
and the root of the broom tree was their food.
30:5 They were banished from the community
people
like they would shout at thieves
30:6 so that they had to live
in the dry stream beds,
in the holes of the ground, and among the rocks.
30:7 They brayed
and were huddled together
30:8 Sons of senseless and nameless people,
they were driven out of the land with whips.
30:9 “And now I have become their taunt song;
I have become a byword
30:10 They detest me and maintain their distance;
they do not hesitate to spit in my face.
30:11 Because God has untied
people throw off all restraint in my presence.
30:12 On my right the young rabble
they drive me from place to place,
and build up siege ramps
30:13 They destroy
they succeed in destroying me
without anyone assisting
30:14 They come in as through a wide breach;
amid the crash
30:15 Terrors are turned loose
they drive away
and like a cloud my deliverance has passed away.
30:16 “And now my soul pours itself out within me;
days of suffering take hold of me.
30:17 Night pierces
my gnawing pains
30:18 With great power God
he binds me like the collar
30:19 He has flung me into the mud,
and I have come to resemble dust and ashes.
30:20 I cry out to you,
I stand up,
30:21 You have become cruel to me;
with the strength of your hand you attack me.
30:22 You pick me up on the wind and make me ride on it;
you toss me about
30:23 I know that you are bringing
to the meeting place for all the living.
30:24 “Surely one does not stretch out his hand
against a broken man
when he cries for help in his distress.
30:25 Have I not wept for the unfortunate?
Was not my soul grieved for the poor?
30:26 But when I hoped for good, trouble came;
when I expected light, then darkness came.
30:27 My heart
the days of my affliction confront me.
30:28 I go about blackened,
in the assembly I stand up and cry for help.
30:29 I have become a brother to jackals
and a companion of ostriches.
30:30 My skin has turned dark on me;
my body
30:31 My harp is used for
and my flute for the sound of weeping.
31:1 “I made a covenant with
how then could I entertain thoughts against a virgin?
31:2 What then would be one’s lot from God above,
one’s heritage from the Almighty
31:3 Is it not misfortune for the unjust,
and disaster for those who work iniquity?
31:4 Does he not see my ways
and count all my steps?
31:5 If
and if
31:6 let him
then God will discover
31:7 If my footsteps have strayed from the way,
if my heart has gone after my eyes,
or if anything
31:8 then let me sow
and let my crops
31:9 If my heart has been enticed by a woman,
and I have lain in wait at my neighbor’s door,
31:10 then let my wife turn the millstone
and may other men have sexual relations with her.
31:11 For I would have committed
an iniquity to be judged.
31:12 For it is a fire that devours even to Destruction,
and it would uproot
31:13 “If I have disregarded the right of my male servants
or my female servants
when they disputed
31:14 then what will I do when God confronts me in judgment;
when he intervenes,
how will I respond to him?
31:15 Did not the one who made me in the womb make them?
Did not the same one form us in the womb?
31:16 If I have refused to give the poor what they desired,
or caused the eyes of the widow to fail,
31:17 If I ate my morsel of bread myself,
and did not share any of it with orphans
31:18 but from my youth I raised the orphan
and from my mother’s womb
I guided the widow!
31:19 If I have seen anyone about to perish for lack of clothing,
or a poor man without a coat,
31:20 whose heart did not bless me
as he warmed himself with the fleece of my sheep,
31:21 if I have raised my hand
when I saw my support in the court,
31:22 then
let my arm be broken off at the socket.
31:23 For the calamity from God was a terror to me,
and by reason of his majesty
31:24 “If I have put my confidence in gold
or said to pure gold,
‘You are my security!’
31:25 if I have rejoiced because of the extent of my wealth,
or because of the great wealth my hand had gained,
31:26 if I looked at the sun
and the moon advancing as a precious thing,
31:27 so that my heart was secretly enticed,
and my hand threw them a kiss from my mouth,
31:28 then this
for I would have been false
31:29 If
or exulted
31:30 I
by asking
31:31 if
‘If only there were
who has not been satisfied from Job’s
31:32 But
for I opened my doors to the traveler
31:33 if
by hiding
31:34 because I was terrified
and the contempt of families terrified me,
so that I remained silent
and would not go outdoors –
31:35 “If only I had
Here is my signature –
let the Almighty answer me!
If only I had an indictment
that my accuser had written.
31:36 Surely
I would bind
31:37 I would give him an accounting of my steps;
like a prince I would approach him.
31:38 “If my land cried out against me
and all its furrows wept together,
31:39 if I have eaten its produce without paying,
or caused the death
31:40 then let thorns sprout up in place of wheat,
and in place of barley, weeds!”
The words of Job are ended.