30:1 “But now they mock me, those who are younger
whose fathers I disdained too much
to put with my sheep dogs.
30:2 Moreover, the strength of their
what use was it to me?
Men whose strength
30:3 gaunt
they would gnaw
in former time desolate and waste.
30:4 By the brush
and the root of the broom tree was their food.
30:5 They were banished from the community
people
like they would shout at thieves
30:6 so that they had to live
in the dry stream beds,
in the holes of the ground, and among the rocks.
30:7 They brayed
and were huddled together
30:8 Sons of senseless and nameless people,
they were driven out of the land with whips.
30:9 “And now I have become their taunt song;
I have become a byword
30:10 They detest me and maintain their distance;
they do not hesitate to spit in my face.
30:11 Because God has untied
people throw off all restraint in my presence.
30:12 On my right the young rabble
they drive me from place to place,
and build up siege ramps
30:13 They destroy
they succeed in destroying me
without anyone assisting
30:14 They come in as through a wide breach;
amid the crash
30:15 Terrors are turned loose
they drive away
and like a cloud my deliverance has passed away.
30:16 “And now my soul pours itself out within me;
days of suffering take hold of me.
30:17 Night pierces
my gnawing pains
30:18 With great power God
he binds me like the collar
30:19 He has flung me into the mud,
and I have come to resemble dust and ashes.
30:20 I cry out to you,
I stand up,
30:21 You have become cruel to me;
with the strength of your hand you attack me.
30:22 You pick me up on the wind and make me ride on it;
you toss me about