30:13 They destroy
they succeed in destroying me
without anyone assisting
30:14 They come in as through a wide breach;
amid the crash
30:15 Terrors are turned loose
they drive away
and like a cloud my deliverance has passed away.
30:16 “And now my soul pours itself out within me;
days of suffering take hold of me.
30:17 Night pierces
my gnawing pains
30:18 With great power God
he binds me like the collar
30:19 He has flung me into the mud,
and I have come to resemble dust and ashes.
30:20 I cry out to you,
I stand up,
30:21 You have become cruel to me;
with the strength of your hand you attack me.
30:22 You pick me up on the wind and make me ride on it;
you toss me about
30:23 I know that you are bringing
to the meeting place for all the living.
30:24 “Surely one does not stretch out his hand
against a broken man
when he cries for help in his distress.
30:25 Have I not wept for the unfortunate?
Was not my soul grieved for the poor?
30:26 But when I hoped for good, trouble came;
when I expected light, then darkness came.
30:27 My heart
the days of my affliction confront me.
30:28 I go about blackened,
in the assembly I stand up and cry for help.
30:29 I have become a brother to jackals
and a companion of ostriches.
30:30 My skin has turned dark on me;
my body
30:31 My harp is used for
and my flute for the sound of weeping.