in beatings, in imprisonments, in riots, in troubles, in sleepless nights, in hunger,

For where there is jealousy and selfishness, there is disorder and every evil practice.

for God is not characterized by disorder but by peace. As in all the churches of the saints,

And when you hear of wars and rebellions, do not be afraid. For these things must happen first, but the end will not come at once.”

For I am afraid that somehow when I come I will not find you what I wish, and you will find me not what you wish. I am afraid that somehow there may be quarreling, jealousy, intense anger, selfish ambition, slander, gossip, arrogance, and disorder.