I feel torn between the two, because I have a desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far,

For many live, about whom I have often told you, and now, with tears, I tell you that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ.

So then, my dear friends, just as you have always obeyed, not only in my presence but even more in my absence, continue working out your salvation with awe and reverence,