ambivalency

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WORDNET DICTIONARY

ambivalency(n = noun.feeling) ambivalence - mixed feelings or emotions; Array

is a kind of feeling

has particulars: conflict

ambivalency, n.

mixed feelings or emotions; uncertainty or vacillation in making a choice. [WordNet 1.5]
the simultaneous existence within a person of both positive and negative feelings toward another person or action, or toward an object (as of attraction and revulsion), resulting in internal conflict. [PJC]

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